I'm guessing the checkup led me to this state now.
My mind's all jumbled up, pretty much overthinking and worrying about stuffs.
Getting to know of the body complications I'm having, is making me even more stress and upset with everything.
I feel sick to the stomache. Well, I've not been eating much lately. The stomache refuse to accept food even if I'm super hungry. I'm always able to finish a KFC dinner plate, but now, only a piece of chicken filled it all. And yes, the reason he sent me the food late last night, was purposely to get me to eat more before meds; but erghh, I only ate the chicken, without the vege, the kuey teow, and the soup.
I feel extremely low, I feel like locking myself up, to not talk to anyone, and I have this feeling to quit my job, too.
Out of a sudden.
That low, huh?